Sometimes when i do some flashback i realize that i was that 1 crazy bitch that really willing to do a lot to work.
at my 20th age i started to work at this recent company (the parent company to be exact) and been here since then (its end of 2014 now)
too long? maybe..
i was really really excited, happy and enjoy my time here.
was? yes indeed,, it is a “was”
maybe this is what people says as “when you already give too much of you and you left nothing to give anymore, you are empty”
i was that kind of person that anytime my boss ask anybody to do something and nobody manage to do it then i will raise up and offer my help (and my time)..
i was that kind of person that i will stay until quite late at office just to make sure that everything is done, customer’s order are sent and else..
but now… all of that “willingness” has totally gone,,
i was giving too much of me until now i have nothing else that i can give anymore.
i work 8 – 6 only recently (still can not 8-5) i will just leave my work that i haven’t finished it for tomorrow.
i can’t say that im happy with who i am now but nothing much that i can do for now.
i really have no mood to do more for now.
im kinda missing my old busy time though..