Sometimes when i do some flashback i realize that i was that 1 crazy bitch that really willing to do a lot to work.

at my 20th age i started to work at this recent company (the parent company to be exact) and been here since then (its end of 2014 now)

too long? maybe..

i was really really excited, happy and enjoy my time here.

was? yes indeed,, it is a “was”

maybe this is what people says as “when you already give too much of you and you left nothing to give anymore, you are empty”

i was that kind of person that anytime my boss ask anybody to do something and nobody manage to do it then i will raise up and offer my help (and my time)..

i was that kind of person that i will stay until quite late at office just to make sure that everything is done, customer’s order are sent and else..

but now… all of that “willingness” has totally gone,,

i was giving too much of me until now i have nothing else that i can give anymore.

i work 8 – 6 only recently (still can not 8-5) i will just leave my work that i haven’t finished it for tomorrow.

i can’t say that im happy with who i am now but nothing much that i can do for now.

i really have no mood to do more for now.

im kinda missing my old busy time though..